Jennifer Lopez shares her experience after her first engagement to Ben Affleck was called off

Music star, Jennifer Lopez has recalled some of the painful experiences she suffered, prior to getting married to actor, Ben Affleck.

Reflecting on her rekindled romance with the actor in an interview with Apple Music 1, Lopez said she felt she was going to die after her first engagement to Ben Affleck was called off.

She said;

“It was so painful after we broke up.

“Once we called off that wedding 20 years ago, it was the biggest heartbreak of my life. I honestly felt like I was going to die.

“It sent me on a spiral for the next 18 years where I just couldn’t get it right. But now, 20 years later, it does have a happy ending. It has the most ‘would never happen in Hollywood’ ending.”

53-year-old Lopez who rekindled her romance with 50-year-old Affleck 17 years after their first split, has also disclosed that she will be releasing a new album called “This Is Me … Now,” an updated play on her 2002 release, “This Is Me… Then.”

Lopez said;

“We captured me at this moment in time when I was reunited with the love of my life and we decided we were going to be together forever.

“The whole message of the album is, ‘This love exists. This is a real love.”

Jennifer Lopez and Ben Affleck to throw extravagant three-day wedding celebration

Celebrity couple, Jennifer Lopez and Ben Affleck are preparing to throw their three-day extravagant wedding celebrations a month after their nuptials.

The singer, 53, and the actor, who celebrated his 50th birthday today, will have their dream wedding celebration at Ben’s Riceboro estate in Georgia this weekend.

‘It’s going to be all about J.Lo. Ben wants all of the focus to be on her for their big day,’ an insider told Page Six.

The weekend festivities with family and friends will start with a rehearsal dinner on Friday, according to the source.

It will be followed by a ceremony on Saturday, and the couple will close out their celebrations with ‘a barbecue and picnic’ on Sunday.

The Hustlers star will rock a custom couture Ralph Lauren dress made in Italy, after previously wearing two different dresses for her Vegas wedding.

The wedding is also going to be documented for Vogue magazine.

Among the celebrity guests expected to attend are Ben’s best friend Matt Damon, Jimmy Kimmel, Drea de Matteo, and brother Casey Affleck among many others.

Jennifer’s celebrity friends Leah Remini, Jane Fonda, and Renee Zellweger are also expected to attend.Ben and Jen picked the actor’s Riceboro home for the event, with the songstress planning the party soon after their Vegas wedding according to TMZ.